Dear Journal,
Today has not been great. I’ve been drinking too much coffee, I know that I shouldn’t… It makes me anxious.
Work was hectic and I felt overwhelmed. I swear that my most used words are ‘thank you’ and ‘sorry’. I apologise way too much. I apologise for everything, even it’s not my fault. I even find myself apologising for apologising.
I don’t want to go to work tomorrow. I feel sad and lonely. The truth is, I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to about this. My family, as much as I love them, they don’t understand fully what I mean when I tell them that I feel down or anxious. I have one friend who just gets me. Which is awesome. But I don’t always want to put all of this on her.
I’ve started avoiding people who just tell me to cheer up or “feel better soon”. I don’t want to hear that. I also don’t want to hear that I should go for a walk or meditate, or do yoga. I just want to talk about how I’m feeling. I don’t think that’s too much to ask.
I apologise for ranting (that’s ironic isn’t it) Now I think I will keep myself occupied by watching Netflix and doing a bit of writing. (secret project ๐ )
Thank you for reading โค
Great post Hannah I hope you enjoy Netflix. Rest and enjoy yourself this weekend. Have fun writing!
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Sometimes you need to just feel bad/anxious/overwhelmed. It happens and you are allowed to feel your feelings. You are also allowed to have a Netflix day and swap your coffee for hot chocolate with marshmallows ๐ but don’t forget to bring back your smile ๐
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Thank you so much โค
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Hey Hannah, I hope you feel much better now. I’m always here to talk if you want. Through twitter or email, message and we can talk, I’m here to listen. XX โค๏ธ๐
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You are really sweet. Sorry for the late reply. Thank you. โค
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