I feel like I’ve been having a lot of bad days recently. Today I had the day off work. I decided to do some baking for an upcoming post.
I got up semi early, did some baking then went and put some makeup on. I felt more sluggish than normal and a little run down. I guess I’ve just been really tired.
I walked the dog this morning. Then I did yoga. Usually this lifts my mood, and it did for a while. The towards dinnertime this evening, I started to feel my mood slipping again. I’m really not sure why.
I feel like I’m pushing people away. I’m sure my friends think I don’t want to talk to them, but the truth is, I do. But I don’t know what to say. I want to talk about how I feel. I want them to tell me it’s going to be okay.
I’m just feeling a little bit lost. I just feel like I want to cry. I have therapy tomorrow then I have some things to sort out in town before heading to work in the afternoon. I feel like my whole world is collapsing and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
Today is the lowest I’ve felt in a while. I’m guessing this is just a down day.
Thank you so much for reading. I’m so sorry for the negativity. I’m sure I will be back to my positive self in no time. ❤
P.S. Check back tomorrow for my gratitude post. It’s about where I live. 🙂